Time TO STarT

Okay.. it's funny because we all do it we have something that we don't pay attention to then when its gone we blame ourselves when its not our fault.. we just don't remember that everything happens for a reason and that we can take things for granted and we have to be considerate and now that god has a plan and that everyone cant live forever but at the same time we have to take advantage of the time we have left with the ppl we love and care about.. and dthe time we have left with ourselves its hard not to think of all the bad things that might go wrong but we have to keep a positive attitude and not be so negative and droopy bcuz we will eventually have to move on>> i love yu abuelita and thank yu for everything yu have done for me and all the times yu feed me lol i do feel bad for all the times i could have been with yu instead of being lazy on the computer... keep living life to the fullest and god has a plan for yu! Te amo!

Money.....

I finally understand the value of a dollar.... how i figured it out is weird but when you actually save money you can buy the things you want instead of buying something that will do for the moment and when i saved up 150 dollars and spent it on shoes that was the biggest mistake of MI LIFE!! and i regretted it ever since its stressful...but now i know to think when i get money b4 i spend it even though spending is the most funnest thing in the world!! And when you buy something new its like your biting into a big piece of red velvet cake and vanilla frosting and then when you get the bill its like you just threw up your heart but hey its the best feeling in the world once your wearing it........ IMA SHOPPER!! i would do anything to spend as much money as i want.. [even though it will never happen now... it will in the future..]

SummER

This summer has been the most BORING summer yet.........last summer I went to ppl's houses and went with friends to get ice cream and this summer i have been spending it all with my family and it has been pretty boring but better! ;) i played football with my uncle art....and went to the beach with my aunt, hung out with my dad for like 3 weeks,went to like 5 barbeQues for my crazy family parties and just had a weird feeling but it all just hit me...... im so greatful for my gomez,white,and gonzalas side of the family but i have found out so many secrets about them and im SO surprised but i guess people will be people and i love my family and i love gettng together with them and having fun but sometimes the can be SO embarrasing and yu cant do nothing about it except Deal with it.....and it hard BELIVE ME! but i gotta say the make me laugh and yu can never stay mad at them! :)

Boys.....???

Okay i really like this guy and likes me back. And he makes me laugh and is sweet and we have gone out and broken up before and it kinda didn't work but i realized after we broke up that i really do like him but i don't want him to be so shy around me! But i do really like him but i don't know what to do because he might not go to my school next year but this other guy likes me but i don't like him but i don't want to be rude and he wont go to my school either and I'm having a mixture of strange feelings and its funny cause at my age who would think i would already have these problems???...........LOL! but i kinda like it but i have been learning allot from boys and how different they are and its very funny but i have been thinking about it all day but i was at my friends house helping her babysit but she wasnt any help so PLEASE PLEASE................ comment this blog and GIVE ME ADVICE!! lol or if i figure it out i will blog and tell about my great or bad decition :)

The weird start of my day..

My day started off differently boring i woke up got on the computer and then went downstairs and ate but it felt weird like i was missing something.. and then i thought back to yesterday and the day before and i could remeber anything different then my dad called and omg i miss him so much it feels like i havent seen him in years and years... but i saw him last month and i guess im just now noticing that i can do it on my own like i dont need anyone to help me with the things that i can figure out and why waste my time asking someone that is gonna have a big attitude and just yell at me they whole way threw it? But its funny to me bcuz i have wasted so much time yelling at ppl and family for little things and especially taking things for granted and being disrespectful and i think......... if we keep fighting and yelling at eachother we are gonna loose one another one day. That would be another thing we would have to deal with all our lifes until we had to face the music and i really dont know why i was thinking of this today becuz normaly in the morning i think of "i cant wait till satuday i cant get 50$ from my uncle so i can finaly get my iphone" But no today was different and i dono why and now im watching smart ppl and im very bored and looking forward to writing about whats gonna happen la8tr on in my boring day lol

Hottest Day Of The Year

A couple weeks ago it was extremely HOT and while every one in Tacoma was dieing in heat me and my family was at ocean shores and was in 68-70 degree weather! it was still hot but way cooler than 103*! and it was a blast, we all ran into the ocean in slow motion and ate sandwiches on the beach at took pics and the ocean was freezing it was so cold but me and my sister Julia and my aunt stook it out and stayed in there for about 10-20 minutes while everyone Else was too cold and went back to our spot lol while we were jumping and surfing over waves i was kind of scared that Julia or I would get hurt so i was kind of scared but other than that i had a wonderful time and then when me and my sister were walking back we noticed that the sand started getting hotter and hotter lol and we started running and running faster and we get to our spot and there is nothing for us to wipe our feet on and my mom and aunt kept yelling at me and Julia bcuz we kept getting sand in their faces so we had to deal with the hotness and then i got my towel and started walking around by myself while everyone was tanning and falling asleep. And while i was walking i was thinking about how much i miss my dad and how bad i feel for him having to miss everything fun we do and i noticed that i only thought of myself and that i was very self centered and selfish and i admit it but i have changed ALOT and now i feel bad for a lot of people and think of them more than me now and i feel better that way. Then i saw this clam shell that had been split open and it was really cool then i saw another and another and another so i had 2 hand fulls of different kinds of shells and then i wen to go put them in my back pack and Julia comes and joins me we are just walking together on the beach picking up shells for about 20 minutes and then we put them in the backpack and then we go play volleyball and we used a broken log as our line in the middle and it was fun we were really good for people that only played like a month we tried to keep it in the air and not let it hit the ground and we played popcorn and just had a sister sister time. Then we go help everyone pack up and we set off down the road. On our road trip we kind of got irritated with eachother and we were being rude and i realized it but it was hilarious my aunt said to my brother "theres your girlfriend"...... and she was not so pretty i will only say lol and he did a fake laugh and started trying to make fun of everyone in the car lol then me and Julia fell asleep in the car and woke up when we got home and took every thing inside and it was sooo hot back in Tacoma so i went to take a shower and there was no point bcuz i just started sweating like crazy and just crashed on the floor. It was a great day :)