The weird start of my day..

My day started off differently boring i woke up got on the computer and then went downstairs and ate but it felt weird like i was missing something.. and then i thought back to yesterday and the day before and i could remeber anything different then my dad called and omg i miss him so much it feels like i havent seen him in years and years... but i saw him last month and i guess im just now noticing that i can do it on my own like i dont need anyone to help me with the things that i can figure out and why waste my time asking someone that is gonna have a big attitude and just yell at me they whole way threw it? But its funny to me bcuz i have wasted so much time yelling at ppl and family for little things and especially taking things for granted and being disrespectful and i think......... if we keep fighting and yelling at eachother we are gonna loose one another one day. That would be another thing we would have to deal with all our lifes until we had to face the music and i really dont know why i was thinking of this today becuz normaly in the morning i think of "i cant wait till satuday i cant get 50$ from my uncle so i can finaly get my iphone" But no today was different and i dono why and now im watching smart ppl and im very bored and looking forward to writing about whats gonna happen la8tr on in my boring day lol